Boring

Shoaling beach
She has had some holidays on the shoaling beach, she gazed down into the water, the incoming waves took her far from the beach, feeling the wind to blow against her back. It was warmer than in the forenoon, the sky was still clear and waves paused a little before steady wind. After swimming, lunch, everyone was dozing somewhere, no one to talk and nothing to do. It was so unbearable to young active people. She likes to watch eagles flying around way up above the water until sunset, feeling much better now with appetites returning, she makes food for supper. Evening on the beach, standing by the seaside she can see the skylight when the night curtain come down, late that evening, after sundown she can see a little of the sky between high and thick cloudy, promising rain. She felt herself sinking into the sleep. She awakes with the taste of crying that comes into her long dream. The truth world really started that the misery sadness and meaningless despair of life. Sitting in the silence, remembering youth and love and present time and the future it has never actually known. She likes to be a child with the first thing is taught what is necessary for life.

Thank God

Last night

Last night i could not sleep, i raised up my eyes, i opened the window, looking out i felt good to see the heavenly stars, cold and far distant, looked down on me, for them life seemed to go on as usual. A little fire could be seen flickeringly red from the heaven sky. It might be a night flight, the darkness blanketed me and the whole earth i felt alone and thought of the long night flights when i traveled for some years ago, when i flied into the strange lands, i tried to recall my first oversea mission, it was exciting enough to make me laugh. Now there was no chance to cause me laugh. I thank God for giving me a good chances to see many countries, to know many strangers especially to give me many friends which is most valuable treasure of my life. All that i want to express my gratitude to God. I could not express in words how much your magic powers to offer me that " never give up any hope for life"

A missery sadness

I felt myself sinking into the night curtain, fixed in place like a stone, like a tree, a small motionless shape.
I quietly went out of the door and stepped toward the river perhaps it was normal state to me. Maybe he did not care what I want to do. My brain and eyes ached making a conscious effort. He took some steps toward me. I tried to think of something suitable to say but my mouth was so dry and bitter, my tongue so stiff, my lips so dried out and cracked I could barely utter a word.
I kept waiting for the first taste of crying that comes into my throat before I really get come, that feeling here the misery sadness and meaningless despair. Coming back home, sitting in silence, remembering youth and love of my life. I like to be a child who has never actually known what is the first necessity taught in life up to the child is old enough to add anythings to the mind. I though of it and forgot what has just happened!
So I shut the door quick and stood right quiet and soon I heard his enter the other side of my house.

Building friendships

Hi everyone!
I like to have many friends all over the world, i don't think it's easy to build it! there someone said that "you can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get people interested in you". I know nothing lasts forever, but i find hope in the though that friendship will be forever. I will build it as my way i will see the path to specied thing in small step of the first beginer, thank you for your reading my words here.