A missery sadness

I felt myself sinking into the night curtain, fixed in place like a stone, like a tree, a small motionless shape.
I quietly went out of the door and stepped toward the river perhaps it was normal state to me. Maybe he did not care what I want to do. My brain and eyes ached making a conscious effort. He took some steps toward me. I tried to think of something suitable to say but my mouth was so dry and bitter, my tongue so stiff, my lips so dried out and cracked I could barely utter a word.
I kept waiting for the first taste of crying that comes into my throat before I really get come, that feeling here the misery sadness and meaningless despair. Coming back home, sitting in silence, remembering youth and love of my life. I like to be a child who has never actually known what is the first necessity taught in life up to the child is old enough to add anythings to the mind. I though of it and forgot what has just happened!
So I shut the door quick and stood right quiet and soon I heard his enter the other side of my house.

Building friendships

Hi everyone!
I like to have many friends all over the world, i don't think it's easy to build it! there someone said that "you can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get people interested in you". I know nothing lasts forever, but i find hope in the though that friendship will be forever. I will build it as my way i will see the path to specied thing in small step of the first beginer, thank you for your reading my words here.